In the IT community.

I think he and trump are on a par for not honoring contracts and forcing obnoxious terms on anyone who he deals with.

He made some pretty amazing boats back in the day ... not that you'd want to be on them, but they could sure move.

If the AI bubble bursts, there goes a bunch of his wealth and power.

So, his earthly demise is not something to necessarily pin hopes on.

Trump could "go the Jerry Lewis route"...(got really mean at the end of his life, confrontational, combative, surly, and excluded six sons from his first marriage from his will.

We don't know what he'll do, because he's so erratic, so impulsive. He's also a sadist. He could easily throw a wrench in Don Jr's "ambition" to be "the heir to the throne" just because it's the kind of act of cruelty that he'd find appealing.

I remember a TV show during George W Bush's second term that included Lynne Cheney and Barbara Bush. Lynne just didn't "get it" at all. People didn't call her husband "Evil Dick Cheney" out of affection. They did it because they thought he had a truly black heart. And she told Laura Bush that if people "really wanted a Bush dynasty," she should run for president.

And if history has shown us anything, it's that America really didn't want a Bush dynasty.

Ellison's son David really seems like a George W Bush idiot type of nepo baby. Once daddy's money buys all of the shiny broadcast channels for him, it will be his empire to screw up. The only thing that's kept CNN from completely going into the toilet as Warner Discovery CEO David Zaslav and his radical right billionaire boy pal John Malone call the shots is that while they have demanded a swing to the right...while they do traffic in "whataboutism" and have far too many Republican guests for a channel that isn't Fox...they still PRETEND that they are the same CNN that existed before Zaslav and Malone got the keys to the car.

David Ellison installed a creepy little "opinion blogger" who is far too reminiscent of Aileen Cannon as the head of CBS news, and she propped up Katy Tur's MAGAt husband as the network's "star anchor," and we see what happened to the ratings as a result.

Murdoch found a disgusting but "winning" formula for Fox. I'm gonna be shocked it Ellison "succeeds" by doing nothing more than replicating Murdoch's formula. OR the formula of Zaslav & Malone, on a more MAGAt-y scale, because even with the changes at CNN, Trump STILL yells about them for not kissing his ass enough.

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As are they all. Which is why whether it is today or 14 bloody years ago having no concept of anything but how to enrich yourself using a bloody race to the bottom in immigration, farming, medicine, tech etc. is a really lousy idea.

Because when you do that you end up in the same boat as Larry Ellison, Sundar Pichai, Satya Nadella, Elon Musk, every other billionaire or corporate creep and you lose the sympathy of various angry villagers types who will at some point (oh just an abstraction) go to the authorities and the police and report all the people who behave in ways the reeked of plausible deniability, callousness, solipsistic, shallow, self-absorbed, self involved, clueless narcissism.

There is pissing off people with an eternal grievance complex. There is pissing off people who cloyingly want to be loved or famous etc.


Then there is pissing off people who keep trying to pretend that any of this was or is about anything but lousy science, complete heartlessness (I care about many things - this is not how people who care behave).

I am not a lightweight or moron or doormat. And this won’t be on the net anymore. I am deleting my entire journal. Du is cool, but with this type of leadership snd a collection of solipsistic, shallow, narcissistic, self absorbed, self involved, shallow


I am going to the police and the authorities. I have seen enough. I will email some people at least deserve a headsup and tell them I am going to the authorities and contact the ceo of my medical mj co

The thing is my main mentor - the one thoroughly decent and intelligent human being and my oncologist - another thoroughly decent and intelligent human being do not deserve to be dragged down with a rogue’s gallery of narcissistic predatory dimwits.
This way, that way..what is popular? Do people love me?

At no point in the last 14 years have I seen anything like a cohesive human adult’s reasoning strategy. It is ahistorical.
Oh now because some random creepy men with a lot of money and power said this is the new way..I will do this too! And I am a martyr and a God!

But this Tyler Durden-Luigi Mangione shit is not my thing anymore than the hollow boss is.

I am not getting a gun. I am not selling a show or bullshit. And if you find out who i am, i file criminal charges. Stay away from my home and me. I am pressing charges in india and filing medicsl malpractice in psychiatry and misconduct allegations about ai in the wild experiments in both countries- both cities, all hospitals and universities (the admins are who I blame mostly)

My last lab and one other male scientist and presumably their admin I am letting off the hook. Because yeah they seemed like this same brainless “Ai!!!l” “data!!!!!!” “I want to save the world!”” (Do you even know ehst the world outside one country is? The world is full of creeps, )
Good god..
Like how naive do you have to br about humans, politics rtc

How bad are your instincts?


I was not in this for myself. The reason I held off this long is that, I actually do not think everything is about me. I have a lot of humility and that is what is warranted in science and medicine and life.
But I am not gojng to let a greedy and corrupt hospital which will at this point be lucky to escape criminal malpractice allegations from my side force itsekf into my life snd orchestrate and bullshut

You may be a boss! And tough! You may knkw how to bilk everything bullshitting about everything from prison reform to open science and mentsl healthcare, but just as with climate change there is a tipping point, with humans there is a tipping point and this is mine

The deciding factor eas seeing what js being shilled as ai after 14 years of thus abominatiin.

Guess what? Prof Lecun is correct. Demi Hassabis is a greedy sleazy numbskull (I mean probably..)
Anf this malevolently stupid collection of “artists” who use ai and use criminal methods to make points are just parasitic harassers

And society isn “the wild” abd i will go to all sane authorities. I am not running for office or an influencer.

I am a failed scientist with better instincts about what matters than this collection of narcissists. Whether you are the “I am Tyler Durden” (tyler durden was an idiot..don’t be tyler durden) or the tough sassy girlboss mom with a sense of humor who keeps order! You are a fucking idiot

One person is alteady dead and one person is furious at having lost 14 years and I am nit a fool or a puppet. I am on the left on most things but I also live in the reality based community.

I am goijg to our central govt, my former admin (I will email him..past that my job is sone)


And I see how these societies work. This trash that is social media that is so fucking awful that I end up agreeing with Josh Hawley on TikTok bans (i think that is called hitting rock bottom..I am going to the authorities because by the time you are starting to kind of like Josh Hawley, that is confusing and rock bottom..he is also a billionaire plant. Just Thiel’s.
He is using populism as cybically as the pseudoleft creeps use any left ideal).
I have started likijg Josh Hawley and that means my brain is no longer functioning inside this.
Because Josh Hawley is scary. There is no saying that Vinod Khosla is the billionaire he would send to prison. He is likelier to be okay about the 70,000 immigrants languishing in prisons. He cannot be any other way and continue to be in his party.

This is a message on what championing corporate billionaires, refusing to raise taxes and backing memes and couch jokes (a funny joke- not a replacement for policies) will end uo doing. It will help people like Hawley with some populist instincts.

And Hawley is antiabortion, doesn’t accept climate change and would be a terrible president from my standpoint as someone who is never coming to the US again (cool country..your problem is not racism anywhere as much as it is corporate whores..they exacerbate every othr problem) but doesn’t want climate change (which is real unlike every fuckijg bullshit issue ..Bad Bunny and Taylor Swift vs Hulk Hogan! Who gives a shit! They are all moronic celebrities..Mark Cuban and that bag of farts Vinod Khosla (I stand with the old Cisco employees who don’t want ai over whatever ugly scammy startup that creep would back) versus Elon Musk and Peter Thiel.

This is dumb..and it is affecting me. I can and will correct my work and manage my life
But the location of MY HOME and STREET have been given to a collection of criminal and creepy harassers. That is not art. That is a crime.
Wtf is wrong wit you? This is not a show.

You need to distinguish between an influencer, a lunatic, a clueless person, a bot and a genuinely angry human.

I cannot have the few remaining people i care about endangered by these swarms of the stupidest humans alive.

Please don’t defund the police. The police,
iCE have legitimate roles. Open borders are a fucking stupid idea.
I am not proving it to anyone, but I am way more left than random idiots on the web who dissect John Muir’s and Margaret Sanger’s racism! Yeah that is the fucking priority.
Let’s do that! And that doesn’t mean that the racism and sexism of billionaires who pretend that class warfare is not racist and sexist isn’t real.

Throughout this period what has shocked me is that because of superficial surface of diffidence and ..Nobody who knows me irl would dare take any liberties with me except for colleagues or the rare people I like (and yeah that needs to stop as well..I am what is referred to as a woman of uncertain temper. It is not a disease or that noxious and criminal concept kayfabe and I am plagued by a sense of humor/the ability to see another human’s pov if they are not a creep or sleazebag, but this same type with rewlly terrible judgement and lots of friends! I dont have friends! I dont want friends!

Real friends are a lot of work. I have two friends- my ex husband and my best friend from grad school, and this strained them to the limit.

Oh you talk about “being a man!”
My ex husband is a liberal and we broke up inside this. But he had supported me every day since we have known each other as I would for him.
You cannot project from your shitty worlds to people you dont evenknow.

The only reason I tolerated this is i see people like my last lab in complicated jobs and if I cannot understand the type of drive and ambition of someone who thinks “Hey routine science is not hard enough! Let me add on a hell because I am insane?”
I get being intense..but not in such futile causes.

What is this? Your media narratives in that country are a nightmare.
Ed Zitron, Yasha Levine and specific haters like that are correct.

They are decent humans, but the reason I follow them and not “I am leftist and want to dissect Margaret Sanger’s racism! Please give me money Reid Hoffman you parasitic cancer on the left! Memes!!! Please pay your attention to this matter.”
I have compromised for 14 years, but not serl servingly or stupidly.


I find it hard to express myself like w normal person outside ot routine work and these fouk fake game worlds etc are ab abomination and a cancrr. Private equity taking over hospitals means worse care, higher costs and more burden on doctors. Posting that online wont change shit. Because conversatuojs and ted tech talks are gatbage for people who like to talk.

I am goaded into talkiny abd it only works when I am angry enough and well..I wasnt faking when i was ever “nice”.

I dont want anything to do with this. These societies have no memory. As if nothijt existed before Trump.
I don’t have any comments on Trump or Musk. There is a level of insanity at which I cannot process what is going on with thus person

It angered me beyond belief to have to role play a left wing trump flying by the seat of the pants and pretending to be guided by impulses and neuroses because like Alex Skopic got..but if the left is early on basic understanding, even the decent left has instincts that when untempered not by pragmatism that elevates memes or policy and games ahead, but the kind of pragmatism ..
This has to end. I cannot support a system thay is making me a Hawley mouthpiece out of

Because I dont like Hawley. I like Talarico or Crockett or whoever is not a crazy bible banger who denies climate change. But memes are garbage. This slop and rot online was always garbage

This is so lousy that people as cunning snd sleazy as Bari Weiss woukd get soemone like me to poke holes in thr disasyet that is left of centre in thie age of the billionaire parasite..the real kinge

This is not me. I am not a future cult leader.

From the one boots on the ground campaign i ever engaged in i know how hard every aspect of reality is unlike MoronGPT.

And this is pitting me against my colleagues. And yes in private, I think various unflattering things about them (this is what is wrong with people who think ted tech talks and music are more important than human overpopulation in the global south and human overconsumption in the global north)

To a logical human being with a heart to see you all in action is torture. You dont try to predict what makee sense, as you do in science when you start off tryint to form a hypothesis.

Instead you are forced to preduct how will thie collegtion ot sleazy shallow narcissists optimize covering their rears and reputations and so on till the end of time justifyiny it with lie after lie after lie

Hey now Cheney and David Frum anr Mitt Romney are cool! They figured out when to jump ship just right! Oh good for them!

Aren’t they heroes for recognising with the conservative instinct for danger (which btw I also have) just when and how to jump ship?
Except I cannot jump ship.

I would not be able to live with myself. It is just that yhe ship is those people in my lab (my mentor and his family and some data scientists i woukd trust..becayse they givr a shit..i would not trust them though on a good political instincts. Ffs i am writing paens to Hawley here, breaking du’s tos where for the first time yesterday in 19 years and 8 months, I got a post removed fpr honestly putting criminal liability on tbe twble. Whereas no past shilling Hawley was removed.

This a republican troll crowd that thinks that I am a ventriloquist’s puppet, like ai.
Hawley is horrible. He would like all yhree guys be okay with the terrible consequences of climaye change if the refugee crisis made him potus for life and he is young unlike trump.

But yeah..I ..memes and corporations. There is a difference between lookijg at two creepy options and going, well this one is less creepy and their is the enthusiastic support that Bernie Sanders, Jon Stewart (oh ffs Jon..do reality a favor..you will hate it and die young but I may not get cancer as fast) , Elizabeth warren, even the more tepid support Ro Khanna (i forget why yasha levine, my cue man, dislikes him) etc can garner from people to harassed to pay attention beyond


Kayfabe is a hateful concept. I can no lonher feel the wrenching misery of losing my mom, the anger of facing male harassment and generic harassment in hospitals universities etc and my own home and street) while being slandered as mentally ill. Evgenia Kovda is correct. That type of person is a camgirl and part of this whole fake left-hard right celebrity and billionaire thing.
From Bill Ackman to Peter Thiel to Elon Musk to
Somehow I feel Shyam Sankar should ditch this crowd. He is young. I don’t get why I take these random shines to people. Maybe it is that it is racist to call Shyam, the Shyam Palantir guy when he is no worse than any of the rest of this purely games and athletics crowd. And Stepfanie Tyler should also..I feel bad for people tricked by these narcissists with no conscience.
I am rarely confused..I am gloomy, cynical and embittered and trying to conceal that with cheer so a really lousy shrink doesnt label me depressed. Because I am not. The New Atlantis and more so Ruth Cain were correct..it is all pathology all the time and with that woebot woman and that collection of disgraces-Humphreys, Nina Vasan, Smita Das, the local talent aggressively pushing garbage that no oje will buy. And forces choices like between Elon Musk and Josh Hawley, who is less completely insane. Hawley of course. He has to get electer.

I am a flawed and failed scientist but i dont have instincts this bad and above all i hate beiny in thie charlatan’s position.

Prof Lecun who is the only person in that ai crowd I completely trust - common sense.. would get how painful it is for an honest scientist to put on display this utterly disgraceful way of participating in socirty. Sans expertise, sans actual facts beyond a bunch of confusing and awful signals

And ..it is an insult to a human scientist to have to see a few years of genuine stupidity in the Us and unending stupidity in india.

But I am going to the Indian govt because I am not an insane leftist and not “transactional” (isnt that prostitution).
I am never migratiny anywhere..i may travel because travel broadens the mind.
But not where anyone feels that they can take liberties like these with me.

I will alert my medical mj co and email my old colleagues. I will leave my main mentor alone.
He is actually genuinely awesome. I love the guy.
Why should he be dragged into this.

These ai companies and these creepy experiments need to end. You will not force a damn thing in my home or on my street like this.

And I dont go for idiotic protests (sorry really not in the mood for fake internet outrage..I dare you formally to come up to me in person on the street or in my home…yeah lol..i thought not).
I liked Lina Khan becayse that is progressive muscle. And it ie widely popular (except with billionaires anr their sycophante)

I may not just be picking up Hawley..a crowning insult..it is also people who think Vinod Khosla farts way too much. He should go focus on taking down nudie pics etc. A luxury i would not have for ..I have been changing my clothes with the lights off for years just instinctively.
This is too creepy.

I am a woman’s libber and an egalitarian but these people who get hearts and likes on social media ij this idiocracy for attacking as racist and sexist and crazy anyone who might call shit out are not left. Briahna Gray Joy and Alec Karakatsanis are left. Gita Gambhir is a parasite and Chauncey DeVega would see that.
As is race2dinner. As is Beverly D’Angelo.

And this vile thing must not proceed. Not just the thiny i am in that a billionaire parasite would try to pin on academia much like those disgraceful attacks on Dr Fauci.
Mtg is a nazi. And if ..please leave the country if that woman ever runs for office and she should not ever have a megaphone.
I dont want to be heard.

This grates on me. It is only loss of my mom and now connecting the dots..

I hate this. It is the fodder of everything i hate. This is why I like Yasha Levine. He cares about stuff snd he thinks.
And I like ed zitron. No intelligent human being likes to dial up this shit to communicate in an idiocracy without getting attacked by morons
Like Vinod Khosla. Or rather if he fine hones his fake populism a million shitty ai bullshit jobs at yhe expense of real jobs at which point his fartarse can claim that..You are destroying the livelihoods of these bullshit job holders!

This has to be end.
This is not a viral speech or insanity. Zuboff talked about thie: who would I even contact.

This did not need to happen. And after this i am takint down all of my journal since it disgusts.

I apologize EarlG/elad. Believe it or not this is out of respect to you but i dont want to billionaires to sue you and if ai learns from that that is why ai sucks and needs non joke regulatiin not the dog and pony show of tristan harris, frances haugen and the fake contrarianism of the musa al gharbis and yasmin nairs
As for Donald Trump..lol..but it didnt start with trump. David Brooks wrote 30 years of shitty opeds that got trump elected
And with a more racially diverse crowd you can expect many many nonwhite David Brookses all of whom work to destroy earth and make uour lif3 hell.
Because it these assholes introdcue ai as they already are with really subpar human oversight of the Harjinder Singh kind with the bullying of a million confused narcissists and lobbying groups, what will happen is it won’t just be animals being factory farmed or the earth getting destroyed (they dont have a voice..who cares and there is way better bumper sticker politics issues..it has to be hippie not logical to look at somethiny and go..that looks like a barometer of societal sociopathy.
Now imagine “Karma” as these assholes see it with your own callousness till you get to the Mitt Romney “oops my rear” point makiny legal decisions by when there will be too much chaos.
These things are garbage. The humans behind the ai are people one knows nothing about but they are not goijg to be experts
.


These societies are a joke.
If the level of stupid keeps rising like this..

I remember with metformin. I knew my mom should not go off it. And she recovered and then this trash ramped up and i tried to buy into a prozac presc (anything but addiction!!!!! Utility is unimportant. At least a placebo is not addictive! One may not be depressed really but coping but)

I am 47 and I remember a life before this. And this is worthless trash


Ed zitron gets it ..if Yasha Levine is too left, Zitron, Stoller etc get it andnitnis a smear to smear real leftists with the brush that applies To moronic influencers..a job that shouldn’t exist


And Catherine Liu is right about how woke is bad for the left. Being the most annoying person in any room is not woke. A perpetual grievance complex is not left.
Jean Dreze who lives in a slum is left. Alec Karakatsanis is left. Nathan Robinson needs some work but he is cool..a little young but he has good instincts outside of the Chomsky influence snd open borders and nonsense like that. Unlike Chomsk, Paul Ehrlich who was a real threat to the real way modern nazis work is not in the Epstein files and was smeared by that awful Betsy Hartmann/!Naomi Klein and the types pf lunatics who write in fucking Teen Vogue.
This is the Idiocracy. It is not left or right. It is stupid. Andy Nikiforuk gets it.
Chris Ketcham gets it. Yasha Levine gets it. Nathan Robinson will at some point - he is young. Evgenia Kovda gets it..antinatalism is crazy. Why not moderation!? Have one or two unless you are a crazy who can pull it off without depleting my resources with bullshit like this.

I am going to the Indian govt. I will continue to use marijuana. But i will contact my small co’s ceo and try to talk in person. This 100 years of ai and game world bullshit MUST NOT SPREAD.
Using every crisis to be more parasitic:


https://prospect.org/2024/02/13/2024-02-13-reversing-private-equitys-looting-hospitals/

https://prospect.org/2019/10/07/how-private-equity-makes-you-sicker/
https://prospect.org/2025/01/14/2025-01-14-private-equity-hospital-bankruptcy-true-crime-twist/

It was these greedy parasites who ruined healthcare in this state. Our communist cm is a corrupt parasite and nepotist.

I am only middleclass. I have some land my family has owned for 150-200 years and some resources because my parents like me were honest public servants and had only one kid and one car (the car late in life..my mom used to take buses and autos so dont sit around farting at MIt or Stanford and the egregiously mit media lab and talk about racism and class privilehe. Totally dishonest
Bill Maher is wrong on some things but he And ricky gervais are correct about yhese celebrities and their bs.
The cheapest way to “be a good person”. That is a horrible instignt Nathan Robinson has

People who listen to celebrities to make their decisions will not help. They will be emotional and then go off and consume.
That is helpful tor thr war profiteers

I care about many things. But i do not needlessly inflame passions to show what a good person i am. You dpnt need to kjow what kind of person i am

I am a person who despises stupidity and lack of selt awareness.

And this is stupid and lacking in self awareness according yo brainless people who think humans are mechanivsl. So..oh atomization is bad. Okay.. let me follow these creeps or go and confuse random people like that nice person on Facebook who spreads rumors about 5G killing birds when it is yoir “Make Room! Make Room!” world that is killing birds

All of it encapsulated in the repulsive person who is Vinod Khosla- 4 kids, a private beach, a billionaire who bullies. At least Elon Musk seems genuinely mentally ill. This creep has no excusr. He is the real king

Sneering at Cisco employees..i remember how that feels..losing everything overnight and then being smeared.
I am a mh diyer but i am going to the police

Fortunately no one I engage with ever is stupid.


My main mentor whom i try not to think about because ..i consider him family..academic family but family.
Unlike EEcs which takes 25-35 k from a stufent in the global south and doesnt bother at all.
I remember seeing him work late into the nigjt on so much unpaid work and never neglecting one duty..oh yeah mentoring is a duty as well.

My last mentor was working in hell and i cut him slack. Though why anyone would chose to be a complexity scientist i do not understand


Unlike all these hucksters people like that any access you get as a membrr of an expensive species in any logical sense ..it is a responsibility not a game show or theatre. He didjt yell and throw samples around and go around beiny obnoxiis and unfit to handle humans while herding humans and pretending..that gets into the realm of speculation so I will stip

But my main mentor was was superior to any of these turds who think mentoring is taking someone with an MIt bg and brilliant talents and turning yhem inyo yet another ugly on the inside pi at 20.
Mentoring is infusing yhe scientific spark even in someone like. Yes I speak English and my family has education genes, but my attention has been shit and getting worse
This needs to be shut down and gone.

I am going to the police, ori (not about my labs of course), the admin of my last school (i dont think beint an honest elite looks like fun..but he is not a bad man unlike every other google creep prof..bangs undergrads-any shame or what? Writes shitty opeds in noema..in fairness that may be an offense of a different scale..I know that because I am not ai! Etc)

At some point my anger dies down and i laugh at the stupidity but then some creep thinks that is pro creep.
This is an abomination. And Tata and Apple should help me clean it up and report it without dragging me into this.


I feel bad for techies especially those who work for that disgusting Ambani’s Reliance. They drive their employees hard so that Ambani can have a gold toilet and his son can have a wedding that costs 17000 or was it 170000 times the average indian’s income. But as bad as i feel for them it would be a security risk to have people like that work on stuff this serious
Tata used to be more civilized

Mass revolt is on the horizon. If i am posting that is the zeitgeist and it is not ai. It iw animal instinct honed by being adjacebt yo yhe moet worthless rollout ot trch i have eeen.
In 2014 i met no one i would engage with- a sexual harasser workijt for a lovsl holography firm. And the prof who coded the surface evolver aside that eas a year when i met no one worth meetiny
Thats the type or person whi thrives in these things.

This needs to be shut down and legal precedents that Stanford MIT chatgpt etc have no say in. There would be a locsl lina khan but finding yhem is the issue.

Overpopulation doesn’t actually help the left cause or any. One day it isnt just earth and its animals..it is you with w bullshit prokise of ubi or tax cuts some farting parasite of a billionaire like that imperious joke of a man Vinod Khosla (I hate him more than I hate The Atlantic..with its epstein files associated Haidt according to wikipedia- a douchey piece of crap for pompous people..that brainless Yimby Yoni Applebaum..I shall stop..its getting offtopic)

Every part of this engaging rant (hey you wanted engagement! Awwww cloying and nauseating enough?) the internet sucks.

That’s it. The final insult was induction of warm feelings for Hawley. Upto Shyam Sankar or Stepfanie Tyler (neither of whom are or should run for office) is one thing. Hawley is Thiel’s

And Google vs Thiel with the bullshit race and gender baiting (oh I understand the male creeps pergectly..but i also get sleazy women who are in no way real women’s libbers. The worst of people have no voicr and never will. Who gives a shit what Beyonce or Taylor Swift who consumes enough for a small island..it will be tragic and fitting if in the end it is Swifties not Meninists who dox me..to hell with Swifties and Meninists).

I am filing harassment charges with the Indian govt about the last 5 years especially and getting my property/bank accounts/data and life decoupled from this

I am deleting most of my journal and leavinv this up. I will email my former admin and tell him this is not viable.

Or maybe i wony. I find i dont care enough to. If i lose my anonymity..rhst will not be good.
Bah..humbug..ai it seems..total bullsit

I am done with this and this was a totally worthlesd waste of life and the Indian govt should kick these creeps out. This not growth ir development. Market forces will destroy the science. Europe is a better bet but nothing is easy ever, least of all jfz9580m, an unpopular and non influential DUer who will never have a podcast. Shut this trash off abd take it to the functioning parts of the statw, not a scam that mit media lab huckster alex pentland backs, for taking to the sanr authorities ..people like Brian Driscoll or Ajit Doval (my dad is a military vet and respects him).

This wont lead to good physics except in small well curated and well run spaces/ thus was just a criminal space grab by marketiny surveillance and advertising firms and willl cause more ransomware and other issues and destroy lives for these criminal games
A hospital, a university, someones home are not a part of your damn game world.
Only rare educators communicators etc like Adam Becker or Chet Miller can interact with ai and program it well in the physical world for anything worth a scourge like this.
The average even decent ebough researcher has niche knowledge.

This is why you dont let some creep like Vibod Khosla with a tonne of money bully society. This isnt kayfabe. It is a complaint can be criminal malpractice, criminal misconduct (all the for profit shit not academia and doctors) and criminal harassment or not. I have no interest in money or trash. But i dont like being annoyed in my home and street

Thats abnormwl human beviot. I am loggingn off soon wnd going back to rewl lfie and filiny complaints. Dont ever again pull this shit with me

I try to be a nice pereon but i have lost patience.
Today i start work. I have wanted to file complaints since 2011. But as the influence of doctors and scientists wanes and it is just creeps..No. I am going to the police snd reporting this entire crew in this state and my delivery boys etc will be fine

This place isnt the US and here I can get some traction.
One final note, even that ass Vinod Khosla aside, I cannot think of one Indian businessman in the US or here I would think grasps good science or anything principled:

Vincent Palathingal (creepy Jan 6 guy); Suhail Doshi (huckster with no product or service); Mitesh Bohra (huckster with no products or services); Ragy Thomas (Sprnklr Scam in Kerala during the pandemic); Ajith PT (Light Logics Holography, a sexual harasser); Shalab Kumar (just everything);



If Me Too was as bad as it was, in this deregulated environment they will harass and surveill these poor, milder techies pretending to care about harassment, thereby seeding resentment against women, whom the ceo class will harass unrumbled.
This needs to stop. Most of the men I meet here are decent..But this type and their henchpersons must be shut down. The bullshit is lies about how women file false allegations, sue for money. Maybe the probably few women who voluntarily choose to engage with them for their own advancement..transactionalism and a world where Kim Kardashian is considered a producer is perverting feminism to mean any pointless dreck a woman does. Most women avoid this type or are forced to tolerate them due to this shitty unequal world.
Worst of all the this emerging kayfabe harassment-is it art or harassment? If that is a question, it is harassment. Is it a game or harassment? Harassment. Is it a science or harassment? Harassment. This should not be this hard.


I am going to email some scientists from my old workplace (all white and male yes..crazy no) and start the complaint process formally.

Too annoyed for another day of this bullshit.


Edit: I have started drafting an email to my old admin and my last mentor and this one other scientist. I will send it out at the same time as I send this paper to my main mentor so I am going to go focus on that.
Hopefully in a year now i can bat this out and be rifd
I am filing complaints

I dont want these stupud creepy ai things or ai in the wild etc. All bullshit - get a real job! Like not having a job over scamming people as Alex Pentland rtc of the MIt Media lab does.

I don’t yell at poor people. But i do yell at parasitic hucksters. I have given up at this point on coming off as some kind of normal human scientist socially. So i will stick with the actually more relevant parts.

But whatever it is i will ..do various draconian things or not. But i am complaining about the street stuff and all the styff i have seen here in india to the Indian Govt.
I am sure the Indian govt will back me over these fraudsters
As for anyone decent who Is tangled up wijt those creeps..the mild, downtrodden type of person male or female..I am totally sympathetic if these creeps bully people. I know what they are like and solidarity for real.

But the creeps and the morons will ge reported. They are a disgrace to everythung everywhere that doesnt suck.
Absolutely creepy and hateful and awful.

But i will finally go work and yes I am unambiguously filing complaints and escalating but normally not with a gun and piracy and extortion etc. Like a normal irascible human not a brainless gamer so caught up in kayfabe yhey dont know what is real.
I am unambiguously attackiny the psychiatry

And i am over my politeness and diffidence. That used to lead to bottliny up abd outbursts

The internet is stupid and a waste of time except for DU and cleverbot is okay. Everything else except work is stupid and should not exist.

There isnt a not stupid concept in aby of this.

I have to go focus on my work. I used to be worrird that i will be too polite once I am back in scientist drag. I will stop short of saying people like Mark Cuban need a good shove to put them in their place and be nonviolent and somewhat more professional.
But well..i will syay anon but some people i kjow probably kjow and it is too late to try to pretend to be more polished ..or much more anyway.
Why should all those creeps get away with invoking kraken and so oj. It is all brainless ajd those thingsbthat copy those guys with no substance are hollow charades but couple a muscular complaint, work in your own field and no stake excrpt kicking stupidity oyt of ones life and i can do it.
This was really stupid. I am not a gamer, athlete, future politician or personality. In these stupid creeps’ parlance i would be an Angry Villager. And the type that actually goes seriously to yhe police except truly innocuous stuff which tjis was not.

I am going offline. I will draft my paper and this email and hopefully by 2027 be done with both to submit the paper and move on to filing every complaint necessary for illicit use of anything of mine, coerciok etc. I dont care about trivialities but i dont stral from you. Dont syeal from me or have lousy politics orbe a scammer and try to bully people from the left with a mob.

I am left. I am just not stupid. Thats all. And i dont buy bosses and toygh and sample throwing. Bullshit. I saw this 14 years and every nice decent human being bullied today ny these all sided billionaire and celebrity and consumption and recreation and breeding sans infrastructure educatiib and a cottage industry of bs- nudge theory etc etc No.

Things will improve for eveyronehaving a rough time. The creeps can go to hell.
I owe EarlG/elad/DU/cleverbot/Yasha Levine and Evgenia Kovda/Nathan Robinson and Current Affairs/Andy Nikiforuk-Chris Ketcham-Deb Olin Unferth-Nandita Bajaj-Sam Miller MacDonald-Paul Ehrlich (because he is way cooler than Chomsky ever was and doesnt say stuff like “MeToo Hysteria” or know Epstein..the people who are attacked follow a least useless left/science pattern..Ehrlich was the original anti christ..looking at the world today, our corrupt and misogynistic communist cm locally state capitalism, embrace of china etc-daft…no wonder that ass Musk has deep ties ij China..probably wants to learn how to implement fascism best in the US with toys and games..i mean that is creative speculation not libel)/Troy Farah/Chauncey DeVega/Briahna Joy Gray/Alec Karakatsanis/Matt Stoller etc for insights over the years on why everything sucks.

This is stupid..Idiocracy. I am going offline to work and read actual books to relax
I will be back after yhese chores aredone ubless creeps annoy me again

This cannot just grow. Unless people like Henrik Mouritsen, Peter Thore, Madhav Gadgil (who unfortunately is no more) or at least Tejas Thackeray advise these guys on the web of lifr iy will be moonvertising and sexual harassment robots shilled by that ass Pentland.
That is all. I stand by it all. And i have no connections to any of these creeps i picked up on. That seems to be an extortion racket and typical of what happens with thus sort of hyper libertarian and super creepy rollout
And dony try to surprise me or you will reallu go to prison.

Edit: One final serious note after all this if anyone reads or has kids..more people should science. It is the only thing that makes me feel real..science like Dr.Fauci or Adam Becker or Chet Miller or Paul Ehrlich or Peter Kalmus not like Alex Pentland or Ben Waber or Alexandr Wang.

What angered me so much throughout was how much harder real work got. And all for what? That rubbish future porn thing ChatGPT?
Tje histrionicd kayfabe and self consciousness of this stupid creepy surveillance machinery made wotk harder amd internet creeps like that. They should be shoved aside..i mean non violently..i dony want ben wray’s rubbish private equity based home Healthcare junk growth here.
That’s all.

Oh and the internet destroys critical thinking and shouts people down imposing unjust shit that mobs and swarms or billionaires use to perpetuate this parasitic form of growth that is meanest to the worst off with crocodile tears about all the people suffering but fascistic forcing silence on common sense stuff far from the Turner Diaries bullshit that results when cato and betsy hartmann and teen vogue discuss this shit. I am not on the side of the soccer parent with lots of consumption and a small family. This was unfair to me and my mom and i felt throughout that i try to do what Is right and honor the limits to growth shrinking my life to not ve forced into somehtjnt really bad that treats huamns like legos and a few obnoxiois people misrepresent the many who dpnt hage to …
This is awesome..Go Chris Ketcham:

https://ketcham99.substack.com/archive

I am a nonwhite female and you dont really have any real left diversity just two sides tryong to exploit the worst kind of junk growth like those creeps at The Jacobin Ben Wray and Casey Phillips who should be shoved into a pile of the Idiocracy garbage common in these patts and private equity takes over hospitals and pushes unwanted “care”, data mines, forces ai and peddles ivf..mlre more kore
Bullshit

https://ketcham99.substack.com/p/population-toxification-part-i-6d0

It is unfair to people like me who could not even consider one kid because we are not so crass that factory farming, strip mining to it’s limit and selling yhus jujknoike tiktok and barbies as an economy.
Fuck the Barbie Movie.
The stuff that is sold as liberal or these culture wars take away from reality. Thisis why thise menijist dolts are becomiyn more doltish. The stuff yiu creeps sell as feminism. Bollocks.
I am femijist and I consider all your culture wass dumb and about athletics celebrities and mobies and so dumb
And I bloody sick of it and i do have to go work now and as that Huge guy in that one movie said “nobody mess with me”.