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3catwoman3

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29. Some years after my brother, younger by 3 years and my only sibling, died way too young...
Mon May 12, 2025, 10:40 PM
May 12

...at only 23, in a winter time scuba diving excursion that ended badly, I asked my mother what she would say when people asked her if she had any children. Her answer - I have a daughter. I had a son.

This was way back in 1978. When my brother died, I was newly stationed at Yokota Air Base in Japan, with the Air Force nurse corps. I'd been there barely 3 weeks, so knew very few people. Went back to the States for the funeral, and then back to Japan. When you are new to a military base/assignment, you are always meeting lots of people, and always asked about where you are from, and about your family.

A sure-fire way to bring conversation to a screeching halt is to have to announce, when asked if you have any brothers or sisters, that your sibling just died. Everyone apologizes in horror for unknowingly bringing up such a sad topic, and I'd end up trying to make them feel better for their innocent error. It was agonizing. Sometimes, when asked if I had any siblings, I would just say "No" if I didn't feel like dealing with it at that moment.

I hope it is OK if I express my admiration for the acceptance you seem to have found with your son's choice. And I hope the son you still have with you is OK.

One additional thought. Awful as the sudden and unexpected loss of my brother was, if it had to be, I'm grateful that I did not have to watch him waste away from some dreadful illness.

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You are in my thoughts, Raven... hlthe2b May 11 #1
One of my friends lost her son last wk Marthe48 May 11 #2
💐💔💐 blm May 11 #3
THANK you. Duppers May 11 #4
That is a tough one. I am so sorry and it doesn't matter how many years ago. LoisB May 11 #16
Thinking of you and Will today. quaint May 11 #5
So hard to imagine anything worse than burying your child. OAITW r.2.0 May 11 #6
Bless you Raven. redwitch May 11 #7
Sending special warm love to you and others. MuseRider May 11 #8
Sending love Diamond_Dog May 11 #9
Raven 💚 Clouds Passing May 11 #10
I had two sons. PoindexterOglethorpe May 11 #11
.... Clouds Passing May 11 #12
I believe that too. I am sorry. LoisB May 11 #18
Answering others. Maybe it depends on what you think of them first glace, how you feel that day etc electric_blue68 May 12 #23
Know that I share your pain. True Blue American May 12 #27
Some years after my brother, younger by 3 years and my only sibling, died way too young... 3catwoman3 May 12 #29
Thank you for your post. PoindexterOglethorpe May 13 #31
I have a friend whose son took his own life mnhtnbb May 13 #30
Thinking of you today, Raven. calimary May 11 #13
Sending kind thoughts and hugs. MLAA May 11 #14
Yes markie May 11 #15
Peace to all the mothers (and fathers) who have lost a child. There is no greater loss. LoisB May 11 #17
I feel their pain. kacekwl May 11 #19
You are not alone MorbidButterflyTat May 11 #20
I am so sorry Raven JMCKUSICK May 11 #21
I knew there was a reason soldierant May 11 #22
Strength to you all electric_blue68 May 12 #24
I think I understand your pain. Ptah May 12 #25
Yes, it is True Blue American May 12 #26
My prayer is for anyone who has lost a child from their lives. marble falls May 12 #28
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