Chronic Health Conditions Discussion and Support

Thank you everyone. I just had to put it out there, people honestly don't understand, my family absolutely doesn't understand.... We could move to a state that would be more helpful with healthcare costs and my specialized care is literally right there. I want to keep fighting, but I don't feel I've got enough left to do it. For the last few years each visit before we start out I wonder if it will be the last trip, but now it's very different, I force myself to go, and now I'm not sure if I can do it at all. I see no way out of my situation. It's just hard, the next visit is coming up, which means the next 731.00 is coming up, which means the drive, the breathing difficulty, it's all becoming too much to take. I literally need a reason to go Tuesday because everything in me is screaming to cancel......