Mental Health Support

Just saying it 'out loud' helped some. I have always been the family cheerleader and I have been running seriously low on cheer lately. Just being able to admit that things are tough helps. I am always trying to make everybody 'not notice' how tight we are. Its a relief to be able to say, for once, "this just sucks".

I think I will look into some meds. I need to check and see what can be done inexpensively. Actually, we are at the point that I probably need to check into Medicaid.

There is part of my brain that recognizes that I have an amazing life with a good husband and two great kids and that these are just the times which try men's souls. And I WILL be OK and it will get better. But I am having a hard time FEELING that. I keep telling myself that stuff, but where I used to be able to pick myself up and get going again...just not so much any more.