I just spent an hour cleaning my oven. [View all]

Normally, this would take me like twenty minutes, and then I would move on to something else. Nowadays, that is all I got. I had to come sit down and stop moving. I almost fell over at one point.

If this is my future, screw it all. I cannot even do one simple chore without almost passing out? How can I be a partner to my husband when I am freaking infirm? How can I save us from this situation when I cannot even do a simple chore like this? We have to move soon enough and this does not bode well for such a chore. Neither of us are in the best of shape anyway, and now this. Of course, we don't have money to throw at people to help us out, so we are pretty much on our own.

I am tired of struggling all the time. Past tired, in fact.