Mental Health Support

The one I trust completely. I'll get her opinion.

My opinion right now is still the same, I can just articulate it better. This woman's approach left me about as low as I have ever been in my life, made me feel like some kind of common criminal ,totally crushed my self-esteem, left me lying, covering up, and looking over my shoulder for God knows how long, but I'm not supposed to feel bad about it? Really? It's all rainbows and puppies from here on out? Really?

A "What the Fuck" moment of epic proportions in my life.

The nurse at the hospital, who was one of the kindest people I think I have ever met, gave me three names of doctors she thought were really good. On the sly because she wasn't really supposed to. I think I'm going to call a couple of their offices and see if they're taking new patients. I already had a bad feeling about this woman, when she wouldn't go to bat for me when I was at the hospital, this just cements it.

Pardon my cynicism, I was feeling a lot better about the situation, now I'm right back in the black hole again and I don't see a way out.