Woke up depressed and anxious [View all]

Even tho the CT scan showed a cyst or abscess, still dealing with the ear and jaw pain from the dental injury, including facial tingling. Left eye feels weird. The dentist who shoved my jaw offered me to see a recommended endodontist to "save" the tooth. I said I'm moving forward with the hospitals oral surgeon, so I guess the whole tooth will be removed. Dentist said something about me having an implant, bone grafting, etc...I think I should talk to an actual oral surgeon at the hospital and tell them about my injury and pain, etc. Iow, there's more to this whole thing than just the bad tooth.

Not doing well today. Left eye feels weird. Feeling of dread that something bad is going to happen.

Cousins friend is visiting, so I won't even get a text asking how I am. Even tho she knows I'm in crisis. Ever have family that would always put friends before you, even if you're on your death bed? That's this shit that's going on here and I'm disgusted on top of this stress.