I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. [View all]

Fannie Lou Farmer said this and I use it to express my position often.

The 'sick and tired' is winning, however, and I am losing the will to fight it any more. I need help, and no one seems willing to help me. I am having difficulty stay abreast of what is going on medically as well as everything else. I cannot locate any services that can help me. I am having trouble doing things. My husband is also having issues and I cannot help him either.

The demise of people like myself is all part of the current plan. Anyone who is not out there making someone else richer is not worth one moment of consideration. The suffering is part of the plan. They don't want to give anyone anything, even a bit of hope.

I want it all to end. Why won't it end?