things are starting to smooth out some [View all]

the crippling grief seems to have passed and i'm slowly digging my way out of the funk. i am still really lacking motivation, but i have to get up off my ass today and get the apartment at least tidied before my friend gets here and then file the taxes and go grocery shopping tomorrow.

i'm wiped out from work still with no end in sight and i was going to take a three-day weekend this weekend to recover, but that got torpedoed, so i'll have to do it next weekend.

but i'm happy that i'm feeling a bit more functional.