Astrology, Spirituality & Alternative Healing

My mother used to always tell me "if you need help - ask for it, if you don't - prove it". WHY do I keep forgetting some of her wonderful little messages??

TODAY is the first day I have felt "normal" again since before January 1st. I just finished loading the dishwasher and washing the pots and pans and doing something about my kitchen that has been looking like a hoarder has been living here for 4 weeks or more.

I am TRULY shocked that I have the energy and desire to have just done this. WOW. i don't think I even realized I was doing it until I sat down at the tv for a few minutes and realized I had exerted more physical energy today than I have in the last 4 weeks.

I feel kind of stupid sitting in silence all this time when I definitely KNOW I have this wonderful forum to come to. I read what all of you say and talk about...and some of the astrology things I don't understand, but am very curious, and I often don't participate as much as I could, should. Part of that comes from feeling I am in the midst of people who have healing powers, and probably part of it comes from reading too much in General Discussion and feeling afraid of getting kicked out, lol.

Nevertheless...THANK YOU EVERYONE for your thoughts, "and my hearts" and just for being here.

I am still going to see an allergy doctor Wed. and am very much looking forward to this. At least I will know more than I know now. I live in an older house and though I have never had asthma or allergies, this old house could have a problem I don't know about. I also have flown to Manila for 30 days for the last 4 years and when I return my lungs are the same as they were beginning early January. Now I am afraid I won't want to fly on a plane....again....but have to get over that one as I have 2 grandchildren in Manila (one to be born in March).

Wow it is so nice to be feeling this way. I also realize that I don't feel nauseated (which I didn't KNOW I did feel nauseated)
but I DEFINITELY can feel the difference in my energy level and my "desire to do something" level...It has been a gigantic effort JUST to take a shower let alone clean my kitchen or do my laundry. (I have been having help with that though - it's only the kitchen that belonged on the TV in the Hoarder's series...ha ha

I cannot say thank you enough!!!
Love Penny