Bereavement

I never got another flag.

What I did receive was a big letter from Pres. Biden. It was a thank you for your service letter and with it came a certificate that had what was supposed to be his name on it.

His first name was William. The certificate said on it Williams.

As for my cat, he has settled in nicely since I was told to buy yet another new bed. So I did just that.

The new bed is solving my pain issues to a point (I no longer wake up, unable to get out of bed and take medication the minute I got up!).

So, I like the new bed just fine and so do my three cats!

I wake-up surrounded by them and the crying, grieving cat no longer does the 2:30 a.m. thing luckily!

As for me, I range from wanting to move away one day and hating where I live and I hate living in poverty being he left me nothing. He could never find a decent job and his SS was less than mine which is a JOKE. Anyway, I get nothing out of a 44-year relationship that I was the one that did everything for the most part from working to cleaning to keeping the bills up-to-date.

I'm tired and sick.

I hope I do not live very long as I cannot afford to do that.